We are going to start weight watchers the new one and i can not weight i am so excited its the new one in 2013 i have been a weight watchers advocate but i keep gaining so now i am going to start going back i am going to fight and fight hard im worth it so much lets go weight watchers log what we eat i have  TO DO THAT IM TERRIBLE  at logging but i will do it i am so well worth it.

Well we had a green christmas but if it had landed on todays date we would of had a wonderful white christmas. i  got my hair cut today it looks awesome i wish it were a little longer but it will grow out and the student who did it it was amazing we found out it was the daughter of a girl we grew up with i was so so very exxstatic..

Merry christmas to all and to all a good night i am so happy i love christmas on sunday i work and then i get off on christmas eve then were going to a christmas party i am so going to try not to eat so much.  Then on christmas were having like 11 people over for dinner i also cleaned my room and then we went out to dinner and then we hit starbucks and had fun……..

The connecut shooting was just plain awful its a shame we cant even go out any where to go shopping to a theater or even a mall i dont know this all started yrs ago when they took GOD OUT OF EVERY THING i am so upset over this i cried when this all happened

Gosh i know how to change the themes but it spins for ever and i dont know why any way just thought i would do some complaining a little since im not in a good mood any ways. wishing i could hibernate in a store or something. I feel like i have been so broken up this past weekend. ive done nothing but cry any way i need to be vent and to cool off some how and some where i am going to step study too.

Well its the week end and dont know what to do i went bowling today and christmas shopping  not much then  oh ya while i was at the bowling alley  my boyfriend came up i was not expecting him but after my turn he snuck up on me and then coverd my eyes and then he leaned down and kissed me. it was awesome

My new honey is so amazing my boy friend im so lucky he is teaching me how to cook and to be more confident. as my confidence is so low why i dont know it just is i feel like i cant do any thing right. according to every one.

   My face is numb and the dr wont do any thing i wish he would its totaly numb on the left side of my face. the neuroligist did not do any thing i am just so hurt and im wanting to give him a chance but i cant i have had a migraine for days and just cant cope i want to cry but am not wanting to apear like a cry baby.

This is the season of family and the main reason is jesus he is the reason for the season and i need to realise he is and will never leave me or forsake me. also im also going christmas shopping saturday and bowling uggg then going to wrap all my gifts. also im glad i bought premium its good to have for a yr.

it is a place where i can let all my feelings out and or hurts and hang ups  i wish my hurts and hang ups would not of hurt other people

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Hay i am so aching i am so soar and i have a neurologist on wensday i am scared but oh well. and also i do have fibermialgia too. cant believe my job is so good i love it and christmas is litterly just around the corner my most favorite season. also i do love my busy life it also includes my wonderful boyfriend. So i am watching a town christmas forgot. also for my christmas present i bought premium xanga